Assalamualaikum & Greetings~!
You've seen the title above ?! What the hell is that ?! That's the title song I wrote, just wrote it today and finished it today. It based on my experience on love, you know. I didn't love him, but he kept pushing me, forcing me to love him & also forcing himself to love me. That's not a real love right ? So, what is love exactly? I don't know, I have long way to go. But I think what I felt not long time ago wasn't a love, true love is hard to find, right. So, please read the lyric below. If there's lacking, I'm sorry, I'm really new in this. Oh, If you see, piano/music label in it, actually I'm bad in playing musical instrument, I never play any of them once in my life time! That's just a suggestion, but I do have the melody of the song, I record it, of course I sang this song, it sounds pretty horrible because I'm not good in song. Kekekek~forgive me because of my lacking, this is my new hobby, writing songs & stories, and so this is first February post. Chukka hae ! Kekekekek~! Oh, btw, this song is supposed in Japanese, then it would be great. But my Japanese still weak, and my Japanese Vocab is extremely a problem right now. Kekekek~! Have fun, btw!
# 08 Drowning Deeper (Extended English Ver.)
-Piano Intro-
[M]
It’s worthless
I’m good for nothing
When I’m with you, when we’re in love
-Music-
[M] *RAP:
Like a dead body with no soul
I feel nothing inside here
Loveless, heartless, always in sorrow
I can’t live like this, set me free
From this regretful prison of life
This love bullet trying to pierce into your heart
I can’t, it hurts me
[M2] I’m drowning deeper
Gasping for true love
That never comes true, till now
Just a hopeless dream
[R] Where is it now?
Which one is it I can trust?
I’m drowning deeper in a deceit love
I can’t stop this, she’s desperate
I don’t love you, you know it, right?
Why don’t you just set me free?
Running away from you, but I lost
Lost somewhere in this deceit love
I’m drowning deeper deeper deeper
I’m drowning deeper deeper deeper
I’m drowning deeper deeper deeper
[R2] *RAP:
A thick wax throughout of my body
Stuck here as if living with you in a moronically mendaciousness love
Doing nothing but unstoppable lies
Keep the fake smile when you want it while it still can last
Shut the voice which keeps howling inside me
Though it hurts you, it hurts me as well
I know you want this love badly
But slowly it kills me inside, are you happy with that?
You won’t listen my ‘we ends here’, you want to keep this act
I can’t, it hurts me
[M2] I’m drowning deeper
Gasping for true love
That never comes true, till now
Just a hopeless dream
[R] Where is it now?
Which one is it I can trust?
I’m drowning deeper in a deceit love
I can’t stop this, she’s desperate
I don’t love you, you know it, right?
Why don’t you just set me free?
Running away from you, but I lost
Lost somewhere in this deceit love
I’m drowning deeper deeper deeper
I’m drowning deeper deeper deeper
I’m drowning deeper deeper deeper
-Music Climax-
[M] [R2] *RAP:
Let’s end this terrible act
First time we see actually is no love
As you know I still remember that
You force yourself, you kill yourself
I never love you, I know you know
I never love you, I’m not your true love
I never love you, why you still seeking of that in me?
I want to leave you with no regret,
With those desperate tears, you lock me again in your prison
This deceit love is just your fantasy
This deceit love makes me feel sick
I feel this pain because of your love
-Music-
[M2] I’m drowning deeper
Gasping for true love
That never comes true, till now
Just a hopeless dream
[R] Where is it now?
Which one is it I can trust?
I’m drowning deeper in a deceit love
I can’t stop this, she’s desperate
I don’t love you, you know it, right?
Why don’t you just set me free?
Running away from you, but I lost
Lost somewhere in this deceit love
I’m drowning deeper deeper deeper
I’m drowning deeper deeper deeper
I’m drowning deeper deeper deeper
-Music Slow-
-Piano Outro/Music Stop-
[M2] If you love me that much
Get off me, set me free now
-Piano Ends-
