Assalamu'alaikum y'allz !
I should've accepted them as they are and appreciate them while I still could make the time for them. But I'm somekinda insensitive or maybe heartless. I do care but I don't even ask them how was their life or what. I know this may sound serious shit scary sasaeng thing but - if I don't ask or talk, that doesn't mean I don't even care less or hate or something - it is just, I know you guys are doing so well and kinda satisfied with your current life and cozy physical, emotional, social environment, so I don't think I have to ask you such obvious things. I know you're happy, you guys should know how well I am rn. Love is not always meant to be expressed with words, or gestures, or anything.
